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Why do I write?
Well, how could I not?
When my head and my heart are bursting!

Why do I write?
Well, how could I stop?
When my ears and my eyes so fill me!

Why do I write?
Can I stop the dreams?
Could I starve my muse from her passion?

Why do I write?
Without all these words,
I don’t know if I could keep breathing!

Must I then write?
I suppose I could stop,
and keep all the words inside me.

But how would I sleep?
How could I dream?
Without my words to free me!

Today there is no specific challenge at Imaginary Garden with Real Toads, since it’s Open Link Monday. There was, however, an urging call to us who use this site to take a look at who we are as poets and why we write. This was done by linking a letter from Rainer Maria Rilke to an aspiring poet who has sought his opinion on his work. Even before I’d finished reading the excerpt from this letter, and before I clicked through to read it in its entirety, the above lines poured into my head.

I suppose my two years of absence from this blog proves I can go without writing, and yes, I could choose a less competitive way of going about this – rather than signing up to all these prompts hoping for approval from my peers, but at the same time… Writing makes me feel good. I feel as if I’ve achieved something – although perhaps just a scribble. I’ve always written, even if it’s just been in the solitude of my own head (a place that can be less solitary than you’d think)… Why should I stop now when I’m finally strong enough to let people read? But enough about me, these are the words that came to me. Hope you enjoyed!

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Caught up in a never-ending obsession
of self-doubt,
I am forever
picking at scars.
All of the ‘could have’s,
‘should have’s,
‘would have’s.
All of the ‘why didn’t I?’s,
the ‘what would it have been like?’s,
the blatantly self punitive
‘you really should have tried!’s.
Round and round and round
the whirl on the obsession train.
Picking at the scar, the scab,
the recently healed.
Drawing fresh blood
and starting all over again
as I am caught up in the never-ending
obsession of self-doubt.

This was inspired by and entered at One single Impression, Prompt 182: Obsession.

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There is just no way
I can beat that!

191 views in
one day!

So why even try?
Why even bother?

Those visits
weren’t for me
they were
for another

site that is
quite a lot more
charitable than mine.

And I understand that
logically I’ll be fine!

But still there’s
a part of me
that cries…

That wants to
be noticed
without so many
tries…

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I think that you may
be just a little too…
big a part of my day!

My reason protests and my history knows
I shouldn’t feel like this for any one man
So I’m pulling myself together
in a desperate attempt
to just think of the weather!

It’s raining today and
the streets are wet, just…
cleared of this winter’s sand.

It won’t really work as
I’m sure we all know.

But I’m being silly, I hear my logic shout!

I think that you may
be just a little too…
big a part of my day!

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