There are times when I really don’t want to be me!
Times when I just want to write
about all the wonderful people I see.
Parents who care so well for their child
or people who love
in a way they can’t hide.
But then I go back to being just me
and I’m not that perfect
person you see.
I find it really hard sometimes
to take on the guise
of the others outside!
I find it hard to let go of me
and be one of the others
the ones you want to see.
I find it hard to show you who’s real
and put up for sales
the feelings I feel.
There are so many times when I just
want to let go of pretense,
pretend that I’ve forgot.
Somewhere underneath this cover of me
dwells just that person,
the one you want to see!
I’m sitting here wondering who I am. What I should do with this blog and if I should keep on writing or not. This is the results, for now.