I thought I was,
but I don’t want to be
the kind of person you think you see.
That is not the genuine me.
I thought I could
just ignore myself
the inner clamouring of my mental health.
My creative me and my poetic wealth.
I thought I wanted
to be that girl
who would give it a try, and smile at the world.
That is not how it works, I’ve heard.
So I think you should learn
to go your own way
and I really don’t have much else to say.
On this sunny day.
It’s a beautifully sunny day in Stockholm and I just got thinking about former friends and my own growth. I’ve had to make some tough decisions in the past year, and right now I don’t really regret them at all. When a relationship goes sour, whether it be a friendship or an emotional one, it is sometimes better to just walk away.